I want to so bad. Last night, someone told me today was going to be a good day, I don’t know why they lied to me. Today hurts, just like any other day, except it hurts worse. This is the confirmation. This is going to be a painful day. Words that used to entice me like a schoolboy who just discovered poe, seem to bring me the greatest amount of pain. Grave. Tombstone. Casket. Coffin. Buried. The crippling reality sets in like a forest fire that’s gone from manageable to uncontrollable, I’m trying to remain calm but my mind and my body seem to be in two different places. Being around people may be the best thing for me right now, being alone like this is not good. I want you back.
d-e-v-o-i-d-o-f-s-k-i-n said:
Try to stay strong. things are hard.. it’s going to take a while. I’m here if you need me.
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